I got my bfp. I remember it like it was yesterday... At work, wondering what I was going to drink for New Years Eve, planning on having a bunch of people over to the house. Figured I should test just to make sure, since my period was due the next day or so.
I was so excited I could hardly concentrate. My co-workers must have hated me that day because I spent the entire time running outside to talk on the phone, hanging out with my best friend and her husband in the meeting room, talking with Phil, and updating the girls on GP. We only told our best friends that day, since they were in town for New Years and they were both expecting as well.
That night I drank sparkling grape juice and dreamed about what the New Year would bring. I never imagined such a bitter sweet ending.